So... Took a recent Emergency Room Release form and doctored it. I mean, pretty disturbingly good. As long as, of course, my supervisor doesn't call. I did invert the numbers of my record so they may just think I got lost in the system. It gave me three days off, but I am taking two. Let's see if this doesn't stir up some shit.I then went to my supervisors' empty office and stretched out on the carpet and did breathing exercises. I tried again a few minutes later. Then i gave in to shakes. I played it up because I know they will sometimes stop. However, but I just don't seem to care about anything!
Yes, i am better in so many ways... In others, I have become more self-destructive than thought possible. I have no idea what i wish to accomplish... unless this is some weirdo way of making sure I lose everything in order to have an excuse for suicide. I know. Too much effort for the likes of me. *sigh*
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LadyxDarkxRayne
10:47 May 28 2009
*pulls ya close and hugs ya * Ya know sis it's nice out here finally hows about you and me just head up to hmm I think my aunt still has a place on marthas vineyard and we just take a break? I need to do some evaluations and I just miss ya Muffin !